well, whaddaya know? jeez.

i've just about given up scouring the damned country for my last baby's model. apparently this particular model's fallen off the ends of the earth; if you cant find the blasted model in kay elle (the biggest and most updated city in oh-so-outdated malaysia) or even on ebay, where else in the big bad world can you find it? in an obscure corner store? un-blasted-likely.

i curse my own stupidity and carelessness in forgetting it. i curse the bloody fool who stole it. i hope he tripped and fell into a big wide smelly rotten drain while using it, or was paid a whole wad of fake money, if he sold it. (such childishness. but wishful thinking holds an awful degree of satisfaction.)

in a world of ever changing trends and whims, why did i ever expect a model that came out years ago to be still lying around in cabinets waiting for desperate sillies like me to buy? heavens know i sound like a whiny brat crying for the comet, but damn, i loved that model. i dont have anyone else to blame (besides the damned thief) but myself for being careless... but hey, i guess after holding on to hope for almost half a year... i guess its rather sad to realize its futile, after all.

sigh. been digging around the net for an acceptable replacement, and so far i've seen about one thats remotely interesting. have to ask Z about it, it may be unavailable, since apparently it was released two years ago as well. the other catchy ones're way outta my budget: omnia costs over a grand. ouch. mum'd murder me, even if dad okayed it. (ought i to brave the storm and try ask anyway? nah. not worth the ear blistering i'll get)

i wonder why i'm so attached to that particular model. does one's phone selection habit indicate any bit of their personality? might make for an interesting thesis. juuuuust joking. not my type of fun, that. still... i guess it's proven others right about my being rather dogmatic and/or inflexible (i'd like to think of it as being loyal but hey, my opinion's probably skewed =/). true? you tell me. and while you're at it, go ahead and recommend me a phone or two.

P.S S says to get a cbox. where do i get one??